Last night I went to a party with my boyfriend. And as you would like expect, it was not before long that most of the guys were with some girl or the other. I was like getting high and expecting my boyfriend to do something. He excused himself for a few minutes and I just like sighed and picked up a glass of fruit punch. Seeing me standing alone, another guy like approached me and started kissing me and all. I like resisted and told him I was there with my boyfriend. This guy like grabbed my hand and took me to another room and showed my boyfriend down with like another girl who I had like seen earlier with someone else. I knew that girl was like complaining about like irritation in her panties just a few days ago.
I was like freaked out and wanted to cry. This guy, who promised was all mine and never like touched another girl, was in fact licking someone right when I was in the room in the same party! He must have been like with so many other girls when I was not with him!
The worst part was like I had started swallowing his semen, even though reluctantly, thinking he was like the safest person to be with. He wanted to like do it in my mouth because I would never get pregnant that way. What a dumbo I was like! I am now like so scared to death that I might be diagnosed with like some kind of STD very soon about which I will not be able to tell my parents. I am like worried about any long term and like visible effects. I read about genital warts that can just ruin my life. And I so much hope I do not have HIV. Now like just keeping my fingers crossed and never going with any other boy till I am like 22 and enter a stable relationship. I wish I had like abstained myself. The biggest mistake of my life.